Today is one of those days. It’s heavier than most. Filled with loss and longing, with thanksgiving sprinkled in for good measure. I tried to fight it. I was listening to music and distracting myself with a geometry game, but then 3 songs in a row came on… I skipped the first one, skipped the second, saw the third and said, “You’ve got to be kidding me?!” So, I did what was clearly being asked of me (probably by the spirits)… I rewound back to the first one and let all three play through. Then, I took it a step further and created a playlist. The playlist was overdue. But, heaven knows that I didn’t expect to cry today. After all, I had a massive crying fit just 5 days ago. It’s the same bullshit stuff over and over again, too. I’m mourning people and mourning the past. Since it can’t be changed, I’m not sure that I want to have to “feel” it. But, such is life.